Monday, October 25, 2010
WHAT IS THE FARKING PROBLEM WITH MY BROTHER????
make fun of me still can
but then say my results are like all fail is totally like, excuse me?
i admit my results are not up to standard.
but so?
at least i put in my effort right?
not like i didn't
if i did not put in effort to study, i don't expect good results.
never mind all that.
well,
i am going to show my brother in his face that i can do better than him
even if i got more subjects than him and stuffs.
well, how cares?
i am going to show him who is the one who failed.
not me but him.
sad uh.
wtf is with everything around me.
everything is going wrong. -.-
nothing seems to fit in perfectly.
like everything is misplaced or misfit.
nothing is like fairytale and drama
where everything goes perfectly.
nothing goes wrong.
well...
somehow i figured out that my life is like when i am kayaking.
where when i started is like wobbling and shaking and needed someone to stabilise me.
then when i face a problem is like when i capsized.
needed someone to 'rescue' me up.
get all the problem out of my boat(life)
and i continue my journey.
the wind shall be my obstacle which causes me to take the wrong route.
while the coaches will help me to get back the 'correct' route.
well.
i am pretty sure that is just another imagination of mine.
and nothing is real...
Labels: another fairytale....
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2:56:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010
don't you just feel weird when romance steps into your studies?
and your studies start to drop and everything around you is filled with romance and love and stuffs?
well.
i just hate it.
now SA2 had just pass and my results are just... ahem.
so ya
and everything, i realised is about romance.
but anyway i should buck up right?
so ya
HAHAHAH
smile more uh. then happier. :DDDDDDD
so what romance is in the air and stuffs around you is,somehow, is related to romance?
studies shouldn't be affected right?
gonna practise more and ya.
and thats all i guess.
i will write more next time uh. ^^
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6:00:00 PM
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