Friday, October 24, 2008
Few days ago, something happened to my family...
it was terrible!!
My sister was scolded by my mum, and so was like crying like siao.
the next day she went to school, i thought she is not coming home.
i could not SMS her or call her as my hp was like going crazy and her phone don't know wat happen lahz
then i was like at home crying like crazy.
when she reached home, i asked her everything that i want to know.
i thought that i have lost a family member, a shoulder to cry on, a person to talk to.
but it was a lie to me....
and there are feelings that i feel now...
i feel alone in this dark, cold room.
no one to talk to , no one to lean on.
juz alone...
it felt like i dun have a soul
it is gone,gone for good...
i feel like dying, the air is cold...
My hopes of thing that i have been thinking of ,is gone, gone for good too...
i thought that i was special, will not feel alone....
but it was a lie, a very big lie...
maybe me myself must find it.......
well that was when i had a fight with my brother...
well let's talk about in school.... well nothing to write about that.
so goodbye.
i will be gone for good....
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2:40:00 PM
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