Monday, October 25, 2010
WHAT IS THE FARKING PROBLEM WITH MY BROTHER????
make fun of me still can
but then say my results are like all fail is totally like, excuse me?
i admit my results are not up to standard.
but so?
at least i put in my effort right?
not like i didn't
if i did not put in effort to study, i don't expect good results.
never mind all that.
well,
i am going to show my brother in his face that i can do better than him
even if i got more subjects than him and stuffs.
well, how cares?
i am going to show him who is the one who failed.
not me but him.
sad uh.
wtf is with everything around me.
everything is going wrong. -.-
nothing seems to fit in perfectly.
like everything is misplaced or misfit.
nothing is like fairytale and drama
where everything goes perfectly.
nothing goes wrong.
well...
somehow i figured out that my life is like when i am kayaking.
where when i started is like wobbling and shaking and needed someone to stabilise me.
then when i face a problem is like when i capsized.
needed someone to 'rescue' me up.
get all the problem out of my boat(life)
and i continue my journey.
the wind shall be my obstacle which causes me to take the wrong route.
while the coaches will help me to get back the 'correct' route.
well.
i am pretty sure that is just another imagination of mine.
and nothing is real...
Labels: another fairytale....
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2:56:00 PM
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